When i was a little boy i used to be very very terrified when it comes to horror movies and even horror stories. I used to stand all night feared to sleep, that felt the things i saw will happen in my dreams and when i was sick, i used to shout sometimes during night times. Seen things and sometimes terrified that i will be killed by whoever kill people in movies and bad enough, whenever the story is called or based on true story. God i was like... Whaat is this, so is thing really? i was so so crazy.

I had that for years and the craziest thing of all is that i used to watched them over and over after some years later and that and enjoyed on how i was terrified. My mother used to warn me to stop watching the horror movies, after she passed away some years later when i was in primary school. I lived with different mom and my father did not care much about what i did, he just let me.

Now i can watch these horror movies as hard as i can and feel so great about that.
Tell you what, whatever terrifying you, you need to find the way to live with it because if you will avoid that, will hunt you in your whole life you have and you will never be okay.

I will never think i will live alone one day, be the one lead other from the darkness and be the one walk in biggest forest during night and feel normal, speak with people who need someone to speak with them and so so many things. I hope you will do the same and overcome the biggest fear.

Thanks dukasummer for let me speak my heart and may be i will inspire so many people who are living in the world of fear and terror.
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