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Hello, Everybody!
Today I got a shocking news, that my friend commited a suicide!
And I cannot believe it, because it was a kindest, open, honest and positive person I knew!
So it seems he looks positive, hiding all this things inside, which makes him do such a ,mistake.
I still can't believe, Why some people hiding worries, problems or pain behind their Smiles
I know, that in social its not "polite" to share your worries and so. But hiding it and don't share it with friends. Why?
The saddest thing, that really there are not much real friends, because as I see a reaction, I see that a few people care, and other "friends" don't.
I think maybe he tries to speak up with somebody, but seen that "no one cares much", and stoped.
But there are people who care!and can help!
Another thing, that not all men like to share their weakness and worries, because "boys don't cry"..
So Im stil wondering, because he was really GOOD person, and maybe thats why his life was hard, because he won't no Lie, no cheating, honest with people and believe them.
So maybe... some situations. and lost of believes made him Not overcome of this Breakdown..
I don't know.
No one knows!
Its too late, i can do nothing, but wonder.
I just want to tell other people, NEVER GIVE UP!And share your worries!
Life always can be changed! I knew it from my side! Because 8 years ago..I had such stupid thoughts by standing and about to jump. BUT. I didn't. and my life turned upside down in other direction to a good way!
So never, never do so! Never give up! BE KIND,Believe, be honest!!
Of course there are some bad people, who put you downd, or situations, BUt you will get stronger.. !
Love,Alexana
Today I got a shocking news, that my friend commited a suicide!
And I cannot believe it, because it was a kindest, open, honest and positive person I knew!
So it seems he looks positive, hiding all this things inside, which makes him do such a ,mistake.
I still can't believe, Why some people hiding worries, problems or pain behind their Smiles
I know, that in social its not "polite" to share your worries and so. But hiding it and don't share it with friends. Why?
The saddest thing, that really there are not much real friends, because as I see a reaction, I see that a few people care, and other "friends" don't.
I think maybe he tries to speak up with somebody, but seen that "no one cares much", and stoped.
But there are people who care!and can help!
Another thing, that not all men like to share their weakness and worries, because "boys don't cry"..
So Im stil wondering, because he was really GOOD person, and maybe thats why his life was hard, because he won't no Lie, no cheating, honest with people and believe them.
So maybe... some situations. and lost of believes made him Not overcome of this Breakdown..
I don't know.
No one knows!
Its too late, i can do nothing, but wonder.
I just want to tell other people, NEVER GIVE UP!And share your worries!
Life always can be changed! I knew it from my side! Because 8 years ago..I had such stupid thoughts by standing and about to jump. BUT. I didn't. and my life turned upside down in other direction to a good way!
So never, never do so! Never give up! BE KIND,Believe, be honest!!
Of course there are some bad people, who put you downd, or situations, BUt you will get stronger.. !
Love,Alexana